Read Around the Rainbow | The First Story I Ever Wrote with an Eye Toward Publishing 

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It’s Read Around the Rainbow time, and this month we’re talking about how we all got started, as in the first story we ever wrote with an eye toward publishing, if it got published, and if we would’ve done anything differently if we were to do it now.

I used to read a lot of MF smut. A lot. Some queer books too, but for the most part paranormal MF. I went through one monster at a time. Read everything vampire, then everything werewolf, then everything bear shifter, then everything alien, then everything magic user – you get the idea.

Then one day, I was sick of it all and picked up my laptop and started writing. I wrote a novel, I can’t remember much about it now, but a single mum with magic powers and a vampire. My sister loved it and is still talking about it now and then 😅

I wrote it in Swedish, and I sent it to one tiny Swedish publishing house and got a rejection letter saying they thought the title was stupid (not very professional) because no one titles their books with a man’s name. I’ve laughed at that many times since because have you any idea how many books there are out there, especially books in romance series, that have the same title as the main character’s name?

Loads.

I’m pretty sure they never looked at the manuscript at all since that was all the feedback I got, and a title is easy to change, but that’s fine. I was already writing on a new story by then.

It was somewhere around here that I became a member of Goodreads MM Romance Group and saw the Don’t Read in the Closet Event.

I never meant to write MM. That was never my plan. I figured I’d write paranormal MF stories for the fun of it. I had started to look into writing in English since Sweden is a small market, and I had been glancing at self-publishing but figured I had to write in English to do so (you don’t, but it was what I told myself). And while I was investigating, I realised I needed an editor, and editors are expensive. So when the DRitC event came up, and they had volunteer editors I wouldn’t have to pay for, I figured why not. Just to try.

I snagged a prompt (and wrote Knickers in a Twist) and the rest is history.

What would I have done differently? I’m still fantasising about an MF name, and once or twice a year, I’ll start writing on a story that I’ll then abandon since I have a deadline coming up LOL

I’m curious about what it would be like to have an MF name, but I’m reluctant to step outside of the safety of the queer community. You’re my people. And it’s scary to start over in the big out there.

Another thing I’d have done differently is to have a plan. As a newbie writer, I wrote whatever I wanted to write and I didn’t think anything about marketing, branding, or even what a potential reader would think about the story. I wrote for myself, and if someone liked it, then great.

But I think jumping genres made it hard for people to decide if they liked my stories or not. I’d write a contemporary romance, then a horror story, then a paranormal romance, then something sci-fi, then something steampunk. I’d mix low heat with no heat with pretty high heat, and while I love writing it like that, most people find one genre and sometimes even one trope and stick to it. They want more of the same, they don’t want to switch genres with every book coming out. So yeah, I’d have thought things through a little better.

And I did with Holly! I still write different subgenres, but all stories are MM romance. I have a brand, and people have an idea of what to expect when they pick up a Holly Day book. Holly is Ofelia 2.0 😊

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Release Day | Winter Wonderland

It’s release day!!! Winter Wonderland is out today ☃️ It’s a box set containing four previously published holiday stories – Turning Wood, 24 Dates, The Setup and Once in a Snowstorm. 

They’re all standalone stories, or there are sequels to Once in a Snowstorm, but you can read it as a standalone. They’re all contemporary and part of the Up North series, which means they’re small-town romances.  

All it means to be part of the Up North series is that they take place in the same geographical area. Some secondary characters may appear in more than one book, but it doesn’t matter in which order you read them. 

What they do have in common, these four, not all Up North stories, is the snow. If you like snowed-in stories, give this a try! Two of them are snowed-in ones 😄 (Yes, I like snowed-in stories). One is about a man who falls through the ice, and 24 Dates is one of my favourite stories that I’ve written.  

I’m not good at dates, and in this, I had to come up with 24 dates. But I didn’t want them to be dinner-at-a-restaurant kind of dates, so I had to get creative! I had a lot of fun writing it, and it’s very dear to me. I’ll share one of the dates below 😊 

Winter Wonderland

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Winter Wonderland is a set of four contemporary small-town romances taking place during the most magical time of the year. Some of our characters do their best to escape the hustle and bustle of Christmas, others long for someone to share it with. Guaranteed is that things don’t go as planned. They never do when the snow is coming down hard and the presents are piling up under the tree. 
 
Contains the stories: 
 
Turning Wood: Otho Newcomer moved to the small village of Snowmelt to mend his broken heart in solitude. Mason Dager’s ex cleared out his bank account, sold his car and got him thrown out of his apartment. And he has no one to blame but himself. When Mason makes yet another stupid decision, Otho comes to the rescue, throwing the two men together during the most magical time of the year. 
 
24 Dates: When Victor Hill bought a house with his boyfriend, Jian Kouri it was a dream come true. Now, two years later, instead of living their happily ever after, they hardly see the other awake, and Victor fears he and Jian have already drifted too far apart. The holiday season is a time for hope, but when Victor comes home to find Jian with a plan to woo him for Christmas, is it too little, too late? 
 
The Setup: Dax doesn’t want to see anyone and isn’t pleased when a stranger turns in on his driveway, claiming he’s there for a date. Ellis risked his neck driving in the snow to meet his friend for a double date, but when Dax says he’s never agreed to a date, they realize they’ve been played. Since there’s a snowstorm, Dax invites Ellis to stay the night, but how to get their revenge for the setup? 
 
Once in a Snowstorm: Daring a snowstorm might not be the smartest thing Aiden Evans has done, but with only a few days to Christmas, he doesn’t want to be alone. Tristan Gardner is looking forward to a quiet night, but instead, he has to save an idiot from freezing to death in his forest. Aiden is going crazy from Tristan’s attitude, but will a steamy night with the surly lumberjack change his mind about leaving? 

Buy links: 

Contemporary gay romance: 94,001 words 

JMS Books :: Amazon :: books2read.com/WinterWonderlandBoxSet 

Excerpt:

December 5th

Wake up, sleepyhead.” Jian shook Victor’s shoulder and held out a cup of coffee for him before he’d blinked the sleep from his eyes.

What…” Victor cleared his throat and grabbed the coffee. “…are you doing?”

We’re late for our date.”

No more dates, Jian.” He sipped on the coffee and glanced at him. “At least not in the morning.”

Come on, babe.” He rustled a paper bag in front of him, and Victor narrowed his eyes.

What’s that?”

Your breakfast.”

He remembered the avocado sandwich Jian had made him for the ride and perked up a little. “Can’t I have it now?”

Nope. I need you to get out of bed, put on a pair of sweats and a sweater.”

Sweats?” What kind of date involved sweats? “Should I shower?” Jian hadn’t. His hair was a mess, and the dark stubble could soon be called a beard. Victor loved it when he grew it a little rugged.

Nope, you’ll get wet enough later.”

Victor scrunched his nose and took another sip of the coffee. “I’m not sure I like the sound of that.”

Jian chuckled, and it had a wicked ring to it. Victor’s nerves woke up. “Jian! Where are we going?”

You’ll see. Get your sweet ass out of bed because we’re going in five.”

Victor growled, took another sip of the coffee, and stumbled into the bathroom. Seven minutes later, he climbed into the truck, accepted the thermos cup Jian had prepared for him with more coffee, and the bag with the sandwich. As they rolled out of the driveway, Victor looked at him. “Are you gonna tell me now?”

Jian grinned and shook his head. The soft sounds of Christmas music filled the tinsel-decorated pickup and the tiny Christmas tree glowed on the dashboard. Outside the streets were mostly deserted, the snow was white and glistening.

When Jian turned north instead of toward Courtland or Whiteport, Victor frowned. North? What the heck could they do north of Northfield? Skiing? He hoped not, he’d break a bone or two hundred and six.

Where are we going?”

Jian raised an eyebrow at him.

Oh, come on, we’re on the way, you might as well tell me! Communication is a good thing, Jian.”

Not always.”

Victor narrowed his eyes. “Where are we going?”

Snowmelt.” Jian drummed his thumb on the steering wheel, a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth.

Snowmelt? There was nothing in Snowmelt… except ski slopes. “I’m not skiing.”

We’ll see.”

No, Jian, I’m serious. I won’t ski. I’ll be in the pub while you go.”

Jian nodded, his face might’ve held a blank expression, but Victor knew he was laughing at him.

Victor blew out a breath. He wasn’t looking forward to sitting in a bar while Jian was out skiing. He could drink alone at home—he never did, but if he had, it would be considerably cheaper.

For the most part, pine trees lined the road, not giving Victor much to look at other than Jian. He didn’t mind, he loved looking at Jian. He wasn’t classically handsome, but Victor loved the bump on the bridge of his nose and the dark, dark eyes where you could hardly see where the iris stopped and the pupil began. Though, he couldn’t look into his eyes when he was driving. He loved the black stubble against the olive-colored skin that grew darker in the summer.

The morning sun was streaming through the now thinning trees, giving warning about civilization up ahead, but before they reached Snowmelt, Jian turned left.

What are you doing?” There were no ski slopes down there. The mountain was on their right.

Jian chuckled. “You’ll see soon enough.”

I hate you a little right now.”

Jian nodded. “It’ll get worse before it gets better.”

What?” Get worse? What could be worse than skiing? “It’s a date, right?”

Of course.”

Aren’t dates supposed to be… pleasant?”

Jian pursed his lips. “I don’t know if pleasant is the word I’m going for today.”

Victor took a deep breath but kept his mouth shut. Jian turned in on a small gravel road and followed it for a couple of minutes before he parked in a three-car wide parking lot that had been cleared of snow. Pine trees surrounded them and silence descended in the pickup.

Where are we?”

Jian gave him a serious look. “In Snowmelt.” He opened his door, walked around the pickup, and grabbed a bag from the back.

Victor followed, his heart thudding more rapidly than it should on a Saturday morning. A few seconds later, Jian led him out on a jetty where a man dressed in thick winter clothing waited for them. He grinned and shook Jian’s hand.

Jian?” Victor stared at the rectangular hole in the ice of the lake. “Jian, what are we doing here?”

The man chuckled, and Jian grimaced. “We’re bathing.”

Oh, hell no!”

We are, Vic.”

Victor stared at him. Had he lost his mind? He must have, because he was nodding at Victor. Sawed up holes in the ice did not go with bathing. Bathing in a lake wasn’t something sane people did in December.

They say it’s healthy for you.”

They are idiots!”

Jian chuckled. “I agree, but you always seem to care about what they say.” It wasn’t true, Jian was far more concerned about what people thought of them than he was.

Come on, babe. It’s five minutes of your life, and you can curse me all the way back home.”

Victor took a deep breath, staring into Jian’s dark eyes. “I hate you.”

I love you.”

Victor sighed and shook his head, though the words warmed his heart. “I fear for my balls.”

Jian nodded. “It’s a valid fear.”

The man cleared his throat. “Undress and stand on the jetty for a few seconds before you go in. It’ll lessen the pain… some.”

Some?” Victor made wide eyes at him.

The higher the temperature difference, the greater the shock for the body.”

Of course.” He glared at Jian. This was not a date. He didn’t care what Jian called it, but a date it was not.

Jian pulled his sweater over his head, folding and putting it on a wooden bench at the end of the jetty. He kicked off his shoes and removed his sweats and socks. “Come on, Vic.” There was a challenge in his eyes, and Victor growled. He toed off his shoes, took off the sweater, and pulled down his sweats.

They stood on the jetty in their underwear gazing out over the ice and the forest surrounding the lake.

It’s about five feet deep so you should be able to stand on the ground without a problem.”

Victor half-turned. “We’re to jump in?”

Not head first.”

Victor rolled his eyes. Who jumped headfirst into five feet deep water?

Hold onto the edge of the hole. Your legs are likely to go numb, and you may momentarily experience loss of muscle control. The first two minutes are mostly about breathing through it. Talking to each other is a good distraction.”

Victor glared at Jian. “Oh, this sounds lovely.”

Jian nodded and took his hand. “Ready?”

No.” But they climbed down the ladder onto the ice. Victor’s feet burned, his toes turned red. “Fuck, it’s cold.”

Jian dipped a heel in the water and blew out a shuddering breath. “Okay, this might not have been my best idea.”

You don’t say?” Victor touched the underside of his right foot to the surface and shivered. He let go of Jian’s hand and looked at the black water. A million reasons why he should turn around swirled in his head, but he bent down, touched his hand to the ice, and slid his feet into the water.

The shock of the ice against his ass as he sat and the cold of the water engulfing his lower legs had him whimpering. Before Jian got his feet into the water, Victor slid over the edge.

The sound leaving him wasn’t one he’d ever produced before—it reminded him of a bellowing moose. Jian laughed hard, slid over the edge into the water, and all air whooshed out of him.

All Victor could process was the pain. He couldn’t say where it hurt the most or why, but it hurt. Air didn’t fit in his lungs anymore.

Jian made another sound, then he started to laugh—choppy and a bit strangled. “This is fun.”

Very. Remind me to pay you back.”

I did it for you.” Jian blew out another shuddering breath. “It’s good for circulation and prevents inflammation.” He panted. “And it’s said to help against depression.”

I’m not depressed.” He blew out a breath, the pain was still there but more endurable. And hadn’t he been a little depressed? Sad, worried about their future, disappointed in how things had turned out, but he wasn’t depressed. Was he?

Now we certainly won’t be.” The grimace might have been an attempt at a smile, but Victor wouldn’t call it one.

Jian reached for his hand and intertwined their fingers. “It’s beautiful.”

The snow glistened in the morning sun, their breaths formed clouds around them, and the trees around the lake were frost-dusted.

It was beautiful.

You can come up now.” The man on the jetty shattered the calm. “Let me know if you need help.”

Victor met Jian’s gaze before putting his palms on the ice and pushing himself up out of the water. The air caressing him was warm, his feet burned, and a sense of freedom filled his chest. Filling his lungs with air made him light enough to fly. “This is amazing.”

He looked at Jian and grinned. The air smelled of forest and winter cold, the tranquility filled his mind, and, for a moment, he believed he was the only person on Earth.

Come up here and get dressed. You shouldn’t be exposed to the cold for too long.” The man gestured at the bag Jian had brought, and Victor was annoyed by the intrusion in his ode to life.

Jian kissed his cheek and went before him up the ladder. By the time Victor reached the jetty, Jian was holding out a thick sweater to him. Victor slipped it on, groaning as the fabric caressed his skin. Next, a pair of dry trunks followed. Victor glanced at the man who had walked off the jetty and wasn’t looking in their direction, before pulling off the wet ones.

My junk is forever traumatized.”

Jian huffed and swayed a little as he pushed his foot through his sweats. “I’m sure it will be fine with the right aftercare.”

Maybe.” Victor rolled his shoulders and gazed out over the lake. His feet were numb in his shoes, but he was filled with energy. “This is great.”

Jian gave him a soft look and nodded.

Back in the car, Jian reached behind Victor’s seat and pulled out a thermos.

Coffee?”

Hot chocolate.” He poured them a cup each, and Victor moaned as the sweet flavor exploded on his tongue.

Guest Post | The Birthday Bear by Holly Day

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Hiya! I’m here as Holly today 😊 A few days ago, The Birthday Bear was released. It celebrates Have a Party with Your Bear Day, and I don’t know about you, but parties aren’t really my thing, and therefore they aren’t Gabe’s thing either 😁 

Gabe is a somewhat grumpy bear shifter who owns a bakery and spends all his days in the kitchen, baking. He’s known Riley is his mate for a year now, but Riley just got out of a bad relationship and doesn’t have a clue there are shifters in the world. 

So Gabe has been waiting, and waiting, and waiting for a way to get him to be part of the family. He’s already part of the family, everyone in the sleuth knows it, it’s only Riley who doesn’t. 

Riley, on the other hand, is pleased with the way things are. The guys at the bakery are awesome, and he swings by almost every day, but his real passion in life is books. He works part-time at a library, and it’s the best thing ever. Who doesn’t want to talk about books all day?? 

And that’s what Riley does. He hangs out in the bakery and tries to turn Gabe and his sleuth members into romance readers.  

I loved writing this one, books and cakes! Who doesn’t love books and cakes?! 

The Birthday Bear

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For more than a year, Gabe Callan has known Riley Irving is his mate, but Riley isn’t ready. He stumbled into Gabe’s bakery one night after having left his abusive ex, and he’s still dealing with what he’s been through. Gabe knows he needs time, but he doesn’t know how much longer he can wait. 

All Riley wants is a safe, slow, boring life. He doesn’t want any adventures other than those he reads about in romance novels. But maybe he’s read too many paranormal books because he’s imagining the guys at the bakery growling, and sometimes he believes he sees their eyes shift color. Maybe he’s going insane. 

Gabe is scared to tell Riley the truth about what he is. If he waits too long, Riley will feel betrayed. If he tells him too soon, he will run away, and Gabe isn’t sure he can survive without Riley. How do you tell your skittish human mate you’re a bear shifter? 

Buy links:

Paranormal gay romance: 50,499 words

 JMS Books :: Amazon :: books2read.com/TheBirthdayBear

Excerpt:

They entered the house, and Rook moved away from them. Music was playing low in the kitchen, which normally meant Laura was there. Gabe steered his steps in the direction of it. The cake needed to be in the fridge. 

“Riley!” Quillian rushed out of the living room. “Do you know how to make a straw man? It keeps falling apart, and there is no way anyone can see it’s a man.” 

Riley’s chuckle sent a shiver down Gabe’s spine. “Does it have to look like a man?” 

“Yes.” Quillian looked at him as if he was insane. 

“All right. I figured the point was to get to burn something.” 

“Well, yeah, but I saw pics of burning scarecrows when I Googled.” 

“So build a scarecrow and burn it.” 

“But how?” 

Gabe was about to growl at him when Riley briefly gave him an exasperated look. It was enough for Gabe to drop his shoulders and wait to see how this played out. Riley was in his den, talking with members of his sleuth, but when he didn’t know what to do, he turned to Gabe. Maybe he was reading too much into one little look, but he didn’t care. 

“Make a cross and strap the straw to it or stuff some old clothes or something. I don’t know. I’ve never built a scarecrow.” 

“Oh, smart! I was trying to strap it together with a frame of some sort.” 

“Come on, kitchen’s this way.” Gabe touched Riley’s elbow. It was so light it hardly counted as a touch, but it was the first time he’d ever done something like it. Riley jumped and moved out of reach but gave Gabe a nod. 

Quillian clucked low behind them, but slipped away, presumably to fix the straw man. 

As they entered the kitchen, Laura was chopping vegetables while swaying to the music. 

“Oh, Riley, you made it!” Laura beamed at him. “I read the book. No surprise baby there.” 

“Kinda hard, though there are Mpreg books. There are books where men start laying eggs and get dragon babies.” 

She scrunched her face. “Eww.” 

“Why yes, but…” Riley grinned. “I’ll hook you up if you need a fix.” 

She barked a laugh. “I’m not saying I’m not intrigued, but I think I’ll have to work up to it.” 

Riley looked as if he was about to burst out laughing. “Of course. I can get you some reverse harem to get you in the mood.” 

She chuckled. “I’m almost afraid to. What if I like it, and then I have to tell you despite knowing you hate it?” 

“Oh, I’m not book-shaming anyone. If it’s what gets you through the night, then I’m all for it. I love reading about blue-skinned aliens with weird dicks getting their girls in outer space.” 

Laura stopped chopping and let go of the knife before turning to focus fully on Riley. “What? I thought you were gay.” She glanced at Gabe, but he didn’t move a muscle. He wasn’t worried. If Riley wasn’t gay, he was bi or pan. His ex was a man, and while the relationship had been a bad one, Riley had wanted him at some point. 

“So?” 

“You find girly bits off-putting.” 

He grinned. “No, I don’t. They might not turn me on, but it’s all about the connection, isn’t it? Don’t we all dream about a big, strong, man—blue or otherwise—who’ll sweep us off our feet and rescue us from our miserable lives?” 

“Oh, you identify with the girl. Yeah, makes sense, I guess.” 

Riley frowned at her. “What? No, I…” He snapped his mouth shut. 

Gabe put the cake in the fridge, noting Rook already had placed the other box there. “Come on, Rye. Let’s go see if Quillian needs our help.” 

Riley nodded and followed Gabe out of the kitchen. “You can enjoy books with girls, right? I mean, I figure you identify with the guy considering—” Riley gestured at him. 

“What?” 

“You’re huge, so I understand you see yourself as the big partner, but gender or body parts don’t matter, do they?” 

Gabe rubbed his neck. “I don’t read much, and if I do, I don’t read romance.” 

“Movies then. If you watch a movie, and it’s a man and a woman?” 

“I don’t watch romantic movies either.” 

Riley made a frustrated sound. “Oh, for fuck’s sake. How do you live?” 

“With cakes and cookies.” 

Riley grinned, and a fire lit within Gabe. He wanted to drag him to his room and throw him on the bed and never let him go. 

“Good substitute, but you need romance in your life, Gabe.” 

“You’re right.” 

Riley snorted. “I know I am. So I’m gonna find you another book.” He moved again. 

It was not the kind of romance Gabe was hoping for, but he’d listen to whatever book Riley wanted him to.