Release Day | The Drunken Dog

It’s release day!!! Today, The Drunken Dog will be let loose in the world, so you better lock your doors. Nah, just kidding. The Drunken Dog is a pub, nothing to fear.

This story… It didn’t turn out the way it was supposed to LOL

I wrote it for an either-or call. JMS Books has these short story calls every other month, and I wrote The Drunken Dog for Sugar or Spice. It’s a spice story, and as soon as I saw it, I started plotting a sci-fi story in my head. I soon realised it was way too big for the 12k that’s the maximum limit.

Then one day, I was in my kitchen baking, and I had my phone playing a random Spotify list. One of the songs they played was Longer Than You’ve Been Alive by Old 97’s.

It’s about a rockstar who says that even though ‘Rockin’ roll is very good for me’ it’s not always great, and some nights he might have been checking the clock.

While I stood there kneading dough, I made up an entire story in my head. My rockstar would be a vampire since they in the lyric say they’ve been doing this for longer than you’ve been alive. And I had this idea of him needing to end his career because with social media and cameras everywhere it’s not easy to hide that you’re not ageing, and he was to stage his death.

Rock jumps won’t kill you until one of them does
Well they’ll say “He died doing what he loves”

In a few minutes, the story had grown pretty big in my head. I had this image of him being on stage and scenting someone he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. He needed away from his rockstar persona, and he’s not the easiest person to love so there was no certainty the guy he wanted would want him back, and on and on the story built in my mind.

When I started writing The Drunken Dog, I put a vampire in it. I put him on stage, he caught a spicy scent and wanted to find the source of it. Is it the full story I made up in my mind? Nope. I still only had 12k to play with, and the story I created would never fit on 12k. Plus Zev, the other main character, is a werewolf with problems of his own.

Zev’s part of the Halfhide pack that we first got to know in Cup o’ Sugar. You do not have to have read it to read The Drunken Dog, but that’s where you first will hear about the pack.

Blurb:

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Zev Nightfall has a secret. For two years, he’s been the beta in a loosely knitted werewolf pack, but he’s not a werewolf. He’s a crossbreed, part wolf, part fae, which is a death sentence in most packs. That’s not his only problem. One night he meets Otis, a vampire. Shifters and vampires aren’t friends, yet fighting is the last thing on Zev’s mind.  

Otis Miller is in the middle of rebuilding his rockstar persona. Again. A hundred years ago, all he had to do was to move when people started noticing him not ageing. With cameras and social media, it doesn’t work anymore, and he isn’t sure he has the energy to start over. Then there is the shifter coming to the bar where he’s singing. He makes Otis want to jump off the stage and never look back.  

Zev knows he shouldn’t get involved with a vampire; he has enough problems as it is. But Otis is alone and vulnerable, and it tugs at Zev’s heartstrings. Normally, Otis stays away from other supernatural beings, but something about Zev makes him want to curl up on his lap and forget about the world around them. But how would two people from enemy species make things work, and will Zev’s pack ever accept not only a crossbreed but a vampire as well? 

Buy links: 

Gay Paranormal Romance: 12,121 words 

JMS Books :: Amazon :: books2read.com/TheDrunkenDog 

Chapter 1

Zev Nightfall of the Halfhide pack pushed through the door to The Drunken Dog—one of the smallest bars he’d ever been to. He’d discovered it a couple of weeks before when he’d been out wandering, and it’d quickly become his hidey-hole.

He stopped before nearing the bar. There was a band playing, and worse, the place smelled of vampire. He groaned. He needed a drink away from the guys, but the scent of shifters was like catnip to vampires, and while he didn’t have proof since he’d always done his damnedest to stay away from them, he suspected his scent was worse.

Looking at the small stage they’d built along one of the walls, he met the gaze of the singer. The moment he did, he messed up the lyric and fell silent for several seconds. Fuck.

Zev glanced at the door, ready to run should the vampire decide to attack, but he was singing again. His black jeans hung low on his hips, and he had a white unbuttoned shirt, showing off a large butterfly tattoo half-hidden in his underwear. Zev snorted. Vampires.

He couldn’t claim to know any, but they were always so dramatic. Why on earth would anyone go through the pain of getting tattooed with silver mixed in the ink? Or he suspected it was what he’d done. Maybe it was ordinary ink and would be gone when he rose the next day. Maybe it was one of those rub-on tattoos. He chuckled to himself.

Leaning against the bar, he nodded at Gerald—an old man with white hair and watchful eyes who owned the bar. “Whiskey, please.” As Gerald reached for the bottle, he spoke again. “Make it a double.”

Gerald nodded. “Long day?”

Zev sighed. Long day, long week, long life. “I’ve had better, and I’ve had worse.”

Gerald smiled, a quick twitch of his lips. “This is not the solution, son. You’ve been in here a lot lately.”

Son? No one had ever called him son, and while it was a word thrown in as some would say man or dude or asshole or whatever, it made his heart ache.

When he’d met Roarak a couple of years ago, he’d believed he’d finally found a home. They’d built a small pack, though no other pack acknowledged them, and especially not since Roarak had taken a male mate—a non-shifter male mate.

In most packs being queer was a death sentence, but they weren’t most packs.

Zev believed the others were happy—he hoped they were—and he’d believed, hoped, he’d find peace, but he was still an outsider. He loved them, but he wasn’t like other wolves, and they knew. He kept as much distance as he could, and he never shifted with them, but they all had working noses.

There was no way they couldn’t tell he was of mixed breeds—another death sentence in most packs—but they were polite enough not to say anything.

He snorted. The guys were many things, but polite wasn’t one of them.

Roarak knew he submitted out of courtesy and respect rather than some ingrained need to follow pack structure. It was nothing you could hide from your alpha—he’d tried many times, but they could always feel it. Roarak hadn’t tried to kill him though, and the more time that went by, the surer he became Roarak never would. So, he had found a home—all he’d ever believed he wanted—but there was still a hole in his soul.

He didn’t want to leave, but he would if he caused problems for the others.

They could sense his lack of… inclination to follow hierarchy—they had to—but no one had challenged him. Roarak had named him beta, and Zev believed he was strong enough to hold the position. If anyone challenged him, there would be trouble, but he tried not to think about it. He feared there would be trouble whether the threat came from within the pack or from outside of it.

He sighed, grabbed his glass with a nod to Gerald, and went to sit at an empty table in the corner. Along the walls, there were four booths with wine-red vinyl sofas. It was dark enough for humans to have a hard time making out each other’s features which suited Zev fine. He wanted to hide from the world for a while.

* * * *

Otis Miller struggled to stay on the stage. There was a shifter in the bar—a warm, big, juicy shifter, and his scent… Otis messed up the lyrics again, and Dan, his bassist, glared at him. Fucker better keep his mind on his job instead of wasting energy on glaring at Otis.

The spicy scent of the shifter was mixed with that of the human audience. Most of them were flocking around the small stage, but not the shifter. Otis tried to see past the glaring lights to the back of the bar, but even with his superior eyesight, he couldn’t see where the shifter had gone.

He gave one of the women a sultry look and gyrated his hips until he could taste the lust wafting off the onlookers. He didn’t care. It had been a long time since he got a kick out of it, but being a rock star was what he did, and he was working his way up again.

He’d had to kill his last persona.

It was becoming harder and harder to be a musician. This might be his last round, at least for some time. A hundred years ago, he made himself have an accident, moved to another country, and started over. He hadn’t played rock a hundred years ago. Back then he’d stuck to blues, but rock suited his looks better. He could pull off a rock star persona. The problem was the cameras.

Social media would kill his career.

He winced as he messed up the lyrics once again, and this time Dan wasn’t the only one glaring at him. He gave Jason, his drummer, the finger, and continued the song.

The spicy scent of the shifter was messing with his mind. Heat coursed through his body and he ached—not his normal reaction to a shifter. Normally, he got hungry, but never overcome with need. His teeth grew sharp, and he signaled to Dan that it was time for a break. It wasn’t, they had three more songs until it was time for a break, but he couldn’t sing with his teeth out. Or he could, but if someone was to snap a picture… Fucking cell phones.

When the song ended, he grabbed the mic and informed the audience in a suggestive tone that he was thirsty—they had no idea how true it was—but promised to be back in thirty minutes, and after the break, they would take requests.

“What the fuck is wrong with you tonight?” Dan put his bass down with jerky motions, and Otis aborted an eye roll. Humans.

“I have a thing I need to deal with. Worry not, dearest, I’ll be back in time for the next set.” He ignored Dan’s middle finger and headed for the bar. “Rum with ice, if you please, Gerald.”

Otis had known Gerald since Gerald was in his twenties. It would be a sad day when he passed, and looking at the wrinkled hand handing him his glass, he feared the day was approaching quickly.

“What’s wrong?”

“Shifter.”

When Gerald’s eyes hardened, he shook his head. “I’m unfocused, is all. He hasn’t done anything.”

“I can ask him to leave. Which one is it?”

Otis swept his gaze over the people but couldn’t find the source of his distraction. He pulled in a breath and turned toward the booths. “There.” He nodded at the shadows in the corner booth.

“Oh.” Gerald frowned.

“Has he been rude?”

“Oh no, quite the opposite.”

Otis narrowed his eyes. “You don’t want to throw him out?”

It was a surprise. Gerald preferred his bar empty—though it didn’t generate much of an income—and normally he took great pleasure in asking people to leave.

“There is something about him.”

“Oh, I agree.” Otis hadn’t meant to sound as tart as he did, but what the fuck? He was supposed to be Gerald’s favorite monster. He’d fed from him once or twice, though it had been decades ago.

Amusement sparked in Gerald’s pale eyes. “He’s interesting.”

Otis waved a hand, then he stilled. “Interesting how?”

“I don’t know… He doesn’t speak much, and yet I want to listen to what he has to say. It’s rare, I most often want people to shut up.”

Was Gerald smitten? But he was straight. Otis grabbed his rum, dodged a woman trying to touch his bare chest, and weaved through the crowd.

When he reached the booth, he put the glass on the table and slid down on the couch across from the shifter.

“Leave.”

Otis frowned; it was what he was gonna say. “You leave.”

Before Otis realized what he was doing, he leaned closer and inhaled. A groan escaped his lips, and his cock pushed uncomfortably against his jeans. Fuck, he smelled of sex and sunshine, or… no he didn’t. He smelled of some exotic spice, but it made him think of sunshine and sex—good sex, not… He blocked old memories.

The shifter sighed. “All I want is a quiet drink. I don’t need any of your drama.”

Otis huffed. “There is no drama.” He pushed his hair off his shoulder and gave him his best seductive gaze. He waited for the scent of arousal to spread, but it didn’t come. What the hell? He tried again. Shifters weren’t immune to glamour, they weren’t as easy to lure as humans, but they weren’t immune.

“Stop it.”

Otis gritted his teeth. “What are you?”

“Wouldn’t you like to know?”

Otis studied him. He looked like a shifter—big and broad-shouldered, and he wouldn’t mind a peek at all the golden skin he hid under black fabric. The leather jacket was pretty much what he expected on a shifter, the clothes too—practical, not fashionable. He’d probably bought the T-shirt at Walmart or maybe a thrift shop. Shifters lacked fashion sense.

“What’s your name?” Otis took a sip of the rum to distract himself. He was a shifter, but there was something…

“Zev.”

Shifter name, no doubt about it. For a second, he’d believed him to be fae. Their taste was unforgettable, but they were nasty creatures.

“I’m Otis.” He put his hand over his heart.

Zev nodded. “Is that a wise name when in the music business?”

“Oh, I’ve been Otis before. Most times I’m Otis.” He shrugged. “Sometimes I’m Oscar, but I do not look like an Oscar.” He fluffed his hair and fluttered his eyelashes.

When Zev rolled his eyes, Otis abandoned all pretense and glared at him. “Why are you here?”

“I only wanted a drink. I didn’t know you’d be here.”

Otis studied him for a few seconds. It was the truth, but he should ask him to leave. Maybe they could agree on which nights he’d be here and which nights Zev could have a drink. It was only fair, especially since Gerald liked him, but Otis found himself unwilling to move away.

Zev took a sip of his whiskey—Otis liked a man who drank whiskey. To mimic Zev, Otis took a sip of his rum and looked into Zev’s eyes with a promise of darker things.

“Stop it.”

Otis almost startled—almost. Why didn’t his glamour work?

“You vamps are always so…” Zev shook his head.

“What?”

“Play Bad Moon Rising for me.”

Otis huffed, then when Zev grinned, he groaned. He was one fine man. His icy blue eyes pierced Otis’s soul and left him tingly.

Zev got to his feet; his glass still half full.

“Wait.” Otis reached out but stopped himself before he could make contact. What was he doing? It was best if Zev left.

Zev lingered.

“Just… wait.”

Tilting his head, Zev sat again. “For what?”

“What are you?”

The scowl wasn’t what he’d hoped for.

“You’re a shifter. From around here?”

“The pack is here, but I wasn’t born here if that’s what you’re asking.”

Otis didn’t know what he was asking. He only wanted Zev to stay.

 

Guest Post by Jackson Marsh

Guest-Post

Today, we have Jackson Marsh on a visit, and he’s talking about his research behind The Clearwater Mysteries and The Larkspur Mysteries series which I found really interesting. Welcome, Jackson!

Hello everyone. I am Jackson Marsh, an author of MM romance, historical gay mystery, and the occasional ghost story. Today, I wanted to say a little about my research and my Victorian mystery series. 

If I had to say what is my favourite thing about being an author, I would say research. If I was asked to give advice to an aspiring author of any genre, I would say, Learn to enjoy thorough research. Let me explain… 

The Clearwater MysteriesThe Larkspur Mysteries carries on from the previous series, The Clearwater Mysteries, but you don’t have to read that collection of 11 novels in order to enjoy or understand the Larkspur stories. The Clearwater books start in 1888 at the time of Jack the Ripper, and are an ongoing set of adventures where the main characters are gay, living in a world where and when being gay was illegal. Within that outer casing of personal danger, we have the lives, loves and mysteries surrounding Lord Clearwater, his new-found love, Silas Hawkins, and his loyal friends and staff. The action mainly takes place in London, but sometimes moves to his country home in Cornwall, Larkspur Hall, and an academy he has established there for talented but disadvantaged young (gay) men. 

In my books, I mix fact with fiction. Larkspur Hall doesn’t exist, though it is set on the edge of Bomdin Moor, a real place, and much of what you read in the stories actually exists, existed or happened. Sometimes, I involve people from the past, so in some of the Clearwater books, you find Bram Stoker, Henry Irving and others, and in the Larkspur series, we’ve already met Prince Albert Victor (Queen Victoria’s alleged gay grandson), we’ve also lived through the outbreak of Russian Flu in 1890, and we have delved into the mysteries of Cornish standing stones. 

While all that is going on, we meet characters whose circumstances are based on real events. For example: Book one of the Larkspur Mysteries series, ‘Guardians of the Poor’, opens with Dalston Blaze, aged 18, in court on a charge of ‘intending to commit an unnatural act.’ Or, as we would say now, intending to sleep with his boyfriend. Intending to, note. Even intention of a homosexual act was grounds for up to two years in prison. Dalston’s court appearance is based on an article I found in the London newspapers of 1890 which involved a scandal at the Chelsea workhouse. I chose the Hackney workhouse for my setting because I’ve been there, and the story developed from there. 

Without giving anything away, as the story unfolds, we meet Dalston’s love, a deaf pauper called Joseph Tanner, and we learn how the pair came to be in the workhouse, and how they came to fall in love. One of the challenges of writing Joe was his deafness. I am hearing, and I needed to find out how someone deaf from birth read, understood and ‘heard’ in their heads, as we do, and as we take for granted. So, I took a course in (modern) British Sign Language (BSL), talked to people and read articles, both academic and personal. I learnt, to my surprise, that although deaf schools and sign language had been in existence since the 1800s, sign language was outlawed in deaf schools at the time my Joe would have been brought up. I am now able to use basic BSL, and am thinking about taking another course in the language; or at least, refreshing my skills as there are no deaf, British people where I live. 

Meanwhile… 

‘Guardians of the Poor’ leads into the second book, ‘Keepers of the Past’ where Joe investigates the mysterious standing stones on Lord Clearwater’s estate. We also learn of a ten-year spree of unrelated murders, the magic and mystery surrounding the number 9, and see Joe and Dalston’s love tested as they adjust to life outside the workhouse.  

Larkspur Mysteries, first 3 booksThat story then leads nicely into number three, ‘Agents of the Truth’ which I released a couple of weeks ago. 

‘Agents of the Truth’, like my other books, uses fact and fiction. I researched the fashion for masked balls, prisons in Victorian England, and archaeology. In this book, Joe meets famous (real) archaeologists such as Flinders Petrie, and the (then) young Howard Carter, as Dalston seeks to end the mystery that started in book one.  

Now, I have started on book four of the Larkspur Mysteries, but it doesn’t yet have a title, other than the working title, ‘Chester Cadman’, the name of the new main character. Like the other Larkspur novels, this story is inspired by an article I found in a newspaper of the time, in this case, one about the Egyptian Hall in Piccadilly, and the Victorian obsession with mesmerism, spiritualism, and all things séance and other-worldly. I am delving into the realm of ghosts for this novel, and my research also includes monastic life in Medieval times, the landscaping of grand gardens and country homes, the winter wildlife of Cornwall, and a host of other fascinating things. 

Now then, the thing is, there is no library near where I live, and although I am writing about London and Cornwall, I live in Greece. Mind you, I am not living in Victorian times either, so those things are hardly obstacles. It does help that I am British, have always loved history, been interested in crimes of the past, lived in Hackney, London for 12 years, and often visited Cornwall before I moved to Greece. Some of my research is based on my knowledge and experience, while the rest comes from reading, investigating and sideways thinking. 

When I am not writing, I am reading history books, biographies and old newspapers. All are an invaluable source of inspiration and detail, and thanks to being online, the newspapers are only a click away. I use the National Newspaper Archive online to fix days of the week against dates, see what was going on in the world of my characters, find adverts to give authenticity, discover boat and train times, and I even look up the weather to help with authentic atmosphere. 

And d’you know what? I love it. I enjoy my research as much as I enjoy inventing characters, but mostly, I enjoy mixing the two things and putting my created people into what was a living, breathing real world.  

Jackson's desk - Reserach Central

Jackson Marsh is the pen name of James Collins, and between my two selves, I have written over 35, full-length novels. Jackson’s MM Romance and gay historical mysteries can be found at my Amazon author page https://www.amazon.com/Jackson-Marsh/e/B077LDT5ZL/ and my backlist includes the Mentor series of age-gap romances, plus contemporary ghost and mystery novels. 

Excerpt:

Excerpt from the first draft of The Larkspur Mysteries book three. As yet untitled, you are the first to read this!

Disturbed from its hunting in the copse, the owl landed atop the last remnants of the ancient church, and settled there, looking down to where monks had once processed to their altar. Its unmoving eyes focused on the place where worshipers had knelt, and its pupils shrank as a stray shaft of moonlight escaped its cloudy prison. The yellow irises glinted before it blinked, and its feathers gathered above its beak in concentration as its head turned.
Something in the night had changed. Not the scent of the kill, nor the desperate scurry of the fieldmouse; they were as always, and could wait. It was another hunt that made the owl drop from the wall, wings spread, eyes piercing, and swoop low over the lawns towards the moor.
A beat of silence, and it rose with the hill, turned, and looked back across the grounds, the ruined church, the massive Hall with its lights fading one by one, up to the tower, beyond and around. Hovering, wings shuddering, it cried a warning, and remained there, a sentinel of the night, watching and curious.
Below, from the deepest folds of the rising hill, a shape moved from dark to dimness. Made lustrous by fugitive moonbeams, the figure glided as soundlessly as a mist across the moor, and floated toward the ruins. Neither furtive nor afraid, fast nor faltering, it advanced with incandescent purpose as it had done hundreds of years before, until it reached the grey walls. There, it became one with rocks that absorbed its shape as they had once absorbed chants and prayers, and like the men who had offered them, it descended into the earth.
The night once again undisturbed, and the hunting ground her own, the owl twitched its head at the curiosity, and turned its hungry eyes to the affairs of the vulnerable fieldmouse.

Links: 

Website: www.jacksonmarsh.com/  

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/jacksonmarshauthor  

Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Jackson-Marsh/e/B077LDT5ZL/ 

Queer Romance Ink: https://www.queeromanceink.com/mbm-book-author/jackson-marsh/  

Wrap-Up Wednesday | February

It’s a sorry affair this month. I’ve read quite a lot, but I’ve been rereading smutty MF stories, so not much to report here on the blog, I’m afraid. I think there have only been three MM stories.

Bloodraven by P.L. Nunn

I think it’s the third time I’ve read this, and in my defence for not having read a lot of LGBTQIA2S+ books, this is about 660 pages long, so it should count as at least two LOL.

It’s dark, it’s heaped with trigger warnings, all of which should be heeded, but it’s still awesome. Over at Holly’s, we did a reread post about it, so check that out if you want to know more.

BloodravenA son of a forest dwelling people, Yhalen knows little of the world outside the ancestral forest, until he is captured by a band of ogres on a slave-taking mission. Only grim tales of the barbaric giants had reached the forest, but Yhalen soon learns that even the darkest fireside story only hinted at the brutality of these Northern warriors. He discovers the meaning of true fear at their hands, and only the awakening of ancient magic saves him from destruction.

Surviving ogre viciousness, he finds himself given to Bloodraven, the half ogre, half human war leader as a slave. Yhalen, refusing to bend, soon pays the price for offending prickly ogre pride.

But Bloodraven is no mindless, violent ogrish beast. Bloodraven has an agenda and Yhalen finds himself drawn in the wake into human and ogre politics, into bloodshed and cruelty and into the forbidden magic that is damnation in the eyes of his own people, but which might mean the difference between death and salvation.

Note: Lulu’s page count of 287 is for the PB (and PDF) versions. But 220,735 words equates to approx 663 pages. 

https://books2read.com/Bloodraven

Scarred by J.M. Snyder

This is another favourite of mine that I’ve read several times, and I considered saving it for a reread post at Holly’s, but since I read it now, I’ll include it. It’s a dystopian story set in a world where biker gangs rule the streets. Dae owns a diner. He and his sister live hellish lives and are at the mercy of the bikers ruling their street, but then there is a power struggle, and things change.

I love the way Snyder tells a story – there are no unnecessary descriptions, no overexplaining, no filling the white space to make it easier on the reader. I love it.

ScarredBiker gangs known as regulators rule the streets of a war-torn city with hate and pain — their cruelty is etched into every inch of Dae’s battered body. He has never known anything but hurt from the hands of men … until he meets Coby.

When the new regulator rides into town and takes an interest in him, Dae is unwilling to believe that anyone who is a regulator can be a gentle, caring lover.

Is Coby strong enough to protect Dae and his sister Delia when there’s hell to pay in the form of McBane?

https://books2read.com/ScarredSnyder

Eyeliner and Lace by Ruby Moone

This is a short tale about how one little secret can make someone second guess themselves. Jamie loves Ryan, and when he believes he’s slipping away from him, he tries to be something he’s not because he thinks it’s what Ryan wants him to be.

🎼 Communication breakdown
It’s always the same
I’m having a nervous breakdown
Drive me insane 🎼 
 – Led Zeppelin

 

46126235._sy475_The day Ryan Fulton realises he’s in love with Jamie Holt is the day he knows he’s losing him. With blue-tinted white blond hair, eyeliner, and a personality to match, Ryan knows he’s a bit much. But can he change? Can he tone it down and, if he does, can he live like that? He’d never suspect Jamie of cheating, but maybe his closeted boyfriend decided flamboyant Ryan wasn’t worth the effort.

But Ryan isn’t going to take it lying down. Determined to win Jamie back, Ryan even decides to get rid of the black and blue lace undies he just bought.

Then Jamie comes home and says they need to talk.

https://books2read.com/Eyeliner-And-Lace