Guest Post | When You’ve Caught a Werewolf

When You’ve Caught a Werewolf is out! This is a paranormal short story, and the day we’re celebrating is National Bunny Day.  

Silas has a bunny in his garden, and today is the day he’ll catch it. But right as he’s about to get out there and try, a wolf rushes toward it. Silas can’t let the wolf have his bunny, so he goes after the wolf with a fishing net… 

Read the first chapter below!

When You’ve Caught a Werewolf

What do you do when you’ve caught a werewolf in a fishing net?

Silas Applewhite only wanted to save Sam, his bunny, from becoming breakfast. He hadn’t planned on catching a wolf in a fishing net, but now when he has, he’d better feed him, right?  

After days of running, Aysoom Dhib is starving. When he spots a juicy rabbit sitting on a lawn, he pounces. He hadn’t foreseen a human interfering with his food plans, but since the human is just as juicy as the bunny, though in a different way, Aysoom doesn’t mind. But can he persuade Silas to let him stay after having tried to eat his pet?   

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Chapter 1

Aysoom Dhib ran between the pine trunks, the morning dew wetting the fur on his legs and belly. He’d been running for days, and hunger clawed in his gut. He didn’t know where he was but thought he’d traveled far enough.

He’d been shunned by the pack. Rightly so, if you went by pack rules. The pack dealt in real estate. They bought properties, rented them out to humans, and then steadily increased the rent. Aysoom wasn’t super opposed to the tactic, but he’d promised himself years ago that he’d never rent from anyone.

The problem had come when his alpha had tried to buy the old train station. It was an impressive Gothic-style building, and the plan had been to turn it into apartments and demand a ridiculous amount in rent. Aysoom believed some people would be willing to pay to live there—he might’ve been tempted to himself. Not many got to live in old train stations, or in Gothic-style houses for that matter.

Buuut…

About six years ago, Aysoom had been cornered by a group of five outcasts—betas—and there was no way he would’ve won the fight if Frey Skald hadn’t shown up.

Frey was one of the local vampires. Normally, wolves and vampires didn’t get along, but Frey had recognized him as one of the residential wolves and had intervened. No one wanted a bunch of pack-less strangers roaming around. Feral creatures.

With Frey’s help, they’d managed to get out of the situation and had sent the outcast wolves packing.

Wolves didn’t do well on their own, and castaways often bunched together, but for a pack to thrive, they needed members of all hierarchies. A group of betas would never feel like a real pack since it lacked a true leader. A group of alphas would never accomplish anything since all their time would be spent trying to assert dominance over each other. A group of omegas would be equally disastrous since no one would want to take the lead on anything.

Alphas sometimes survived as lone wolves. They were strong-willed enough to stay mostly sane, though there would always be a gaping hole where the sense of pack should be.

Aysoom hoped he was strong enough, hoped he wouldn’t go crazy.

After the incident with the outcasts, Frey had told him he’d collect on the debt Aysoom owed him.

Years had gone by without Frey demanding anything, but it ate at Aysoom.

The city they lived in—or Frey lived in, and they owned part of—wasn’t big, and chance meetings were unavoidable. The pack lived outside of the city limits, where they had access to the forest, so they could shift and run.

When the train station came up for sale, the pack leader heard about it before it was listed anywhere. During a pack meeting, he’d told them all he was trying to make a deal before it became publicly known.

The thing was, vampires were strangely attached to the place where they’d been turned, and Aysoom had heard a rumor about how Frey, when human, had been working on the railway while it was being built, and one night he had been attacked and killed in the half-built station house.

Aysoom had seen a chance to get rid of his debt and had gone to talk to Frey.

Frey had, as predicted, been appreciative of the information Aysoom had provided and had agreed the debt was paid. They’d parted ways, and Aysoom hadn’t cared much. He had no connection to the train station other than thinking it was a cool building. The pack wasn’t hurting economically, so giving Frey a heads-up didn’t seem such an issue to him.

It wasn’t until it was too late. Aysoom learned Frey had managed to convince the previous owner to sell to him, and Aysoom’s alpha had been furious. Since he didn’t think anyone could’ve known about the upcoming sale, he’d sent a group to apprehend Frey and had him tortured.

Vampires were tough, but he’d let slip Aysoom had informed him of the train station coming up for sale. He’d refused to cancel the deal and hadn’t agreed to sell it to the wolves either.

Aysoom hadn’t seen him, but he’d heard the beating he’d taken had been something out of this world.

The result?

Well, Aysoom was starving and far away from the place he’d called home his entire life. He should be happy he was still breathing, still able to run. Being thrown out of a pack was a harsh punishment, but they hadn’t broken any bones.

He needed a place to call his own. Alphas might have a chance of making it without a pack, but they needed a territory to rule over.

If he didn’t eat soon, he wouldn’t have to worry about finding somewhere to settle down. The gnawing hunger was consuming him from the inside, making him weak.

Slowing to a trot, he took in his surroundings. Pines. Pines, pines, and more pines. Yesterday, he’d managed to find some overripe bilberries, but here there was only heather as far as he could see.

He came to a stop and looked around. Where was he? How far from civilization? As tradition had it, he’d been stripped of his belongings when cast out, so he had no clothes, no money, nothing. He couldn’t wander naked into a city and ask for help. Though he should try to contact his bank as soon as possible and block his card. He didn’t think anyone in his pack would be able to guess his PIN code, but he needed a new card sent to him ASAP.

He’d need an address for them to send it to. How would he buy a house when he had no access to money and no job? No bank would grant him a loan.

He plunked down on the ground and licked his sore paws. The cool September morning wrapped around him.

It was tempting to stay there, waste away surrounded by the heather, but after a few minutes, he stood again.

He walked. He no longer had the energy to run. When an Eurasian woodcock flew up a short distance ahead of him, he cursed in his mind. Maybe he could learn to hunt birds.

He continued forward, walking in a daze, until he grew aware of the surrounding nature having changed.

Stopping, he looked around. He was in a mixed forest, and he believed there was a field ahead of him.

He crept forward.

The forest was silent. When had it gone silent? Was he the cause, or was there something else around?

Flicking his ears, he tried to pick up on sounds that didn’t belong.

When a willow warbler twittered above him, he jumped. Then he snorted at himself, shook off the tension, and continued toward the edge of the trees.

He was quiet but not overly cautious. Dew droplets were clinging to the grass, the temperature cool on the verge of chilly.

Stalking forward, he peeked out from between the tree trunks, only to still.

It was a garden.

He’d been prepared for a field, but there was a log cabin with a porch facing the forest. Lush green grass and there, below a small apple tree halfway to the cabin, was the biggest rabbit Aysoom had ever seen.

Was he hallucinating?

It was huge, dark gray, had large standing ears, and it was nibbling on an apple on the ground.

Aysoom’s stomach snarled at him.

He’d eat it. As big as it was, it would be more than one meal.

Lowering his head, he took a quiet step forward. It was busy eating the apple. He’d sneak a little closer, then he’d snatch it up.

* * * *

Silas Applewhite poured a cup of coffee and neared the patio door. He loved September, loved how nature shifted color, and how the air grew crisp.

Best of all—he’d be off work for two weeks. He’d worked his last day yesterday. While everyone else at the office took time off during the summer, he saved his vacation for the fall.

He hated hot weather; his fair skin would turn the color of a boiled lobster if he spent more than five minutes in the sun, and more often than not, he got sun eczema. Sun allergy, his mom had called it.

No, thank God for fall.

He peered out the window and sipped his coffee. His bunny was there.

It wasn’t his bunny.

It had shown up a little over two weeks ago, and he was trying to get it used to him. It wasn’t a wild rabbit, but he had no idea how it could’ve ended up here, and every day he didn’t manage to catch it, he feared it’d get eaten by a fox.

Maybe it was too big for a fox?

He’d Googled, and he believed it was a Flemish Giant, which made little to no sense. Who’d let out a fancy breed in the forest? But he couldn’t see any other reason. He had no neighbors and was surrounded by forest and fields. It couldn’t have escaped from its owner and hopped here on its own, surely. Or maybe it could have. How far did bunnies travel?

This was his grandparents’ old property he’d inherited—the luxury of being the only child of an only child. No one to share the inheritance with.

He never would’ve been able to afford something like this if it hadn’t been passed down to him. The property had both fields and forest. He leased the fields to a farmer but did next to nothing with the forest.

His mom had some of the timber harvested before she’d gotten ill and passed away, so he didn’t think he’d need to do anything for a few years. When the time came, he’d have to ask someone to help him. He knew nothing about forestry.

He took another sip of coffee and watched his bunny. He didn’t know if it was a boy or a girl, but he’d read up on everything a pet bunny needed, and he planned to litter box train it and have it moving around freely in the house.

First, he needed to get it to a vet to make sure it was healthy and get it spayed or neutered if it wasn’t already. He’d read litter box training would be hard otherwise.

Sam. He’d call them Sam. It was a good name no matter what gender they were. Did rabbits listen to their names?

He reached for his phone in his pocket. According to Google, they could learn their names, but wouldn’t come running when you called them. Hmm… It would’ve been much cooler if they came running.

While he was at it, he Googled about bunnies traveling too, and no, they didn’t go more than about six hundred feet from their burrow. Did Sam have a burrow?

What monster could’ve dumped them in the forest? Did Flemish Giants survive the winter here? What did bunnies in the wild eat when the ground was covered in snow?

No, he had to catch Sam today. This couldn’t go on any longer. They weren’t safe out there.

He sipped some more coffee and watched Sam. They looked so cute nibbling on the fallen apple. He glanced at the fishing net he had standing next to the patio door.

The guy in the sport fishing store had looked at him as if he were insane when he’d asked for a good net to catch a huge rabbit in. He described how big Sam was and how he couldn’t get within grabbing distance without them hopping away, so he needed a long handle.

Today, he’d catch them.

He’d get Sam on his first day off, then he’d spend the next two weeks socializing them. They most likely were used to humans already. Bunnies like Sam weren’t wild breeds.

Right as he was about to take another sip of coffee, Sam froze. Their ears twitched, then flattened against their back. They stomped their hind legs and took off running.

A big, dark shape followed Sam.

Silas shrieked, dropped his cup on the rug where he hoped it wouldn’t break—if it did, he’d deal with it later. Then he grabbed the fishing net and rushed out on the patio.

“Hey!”

Was it a dog?

It was huge, and it dashed after Sam.

A roar left Silas as he ran toward where Sam took a ninety-degree turn, forcing the dog to slow a fraction so as not to lose its balance. Sam looped back, circling the apple tree and zigzagging around the lawn. The dog closed in and fell behind, closed in, and fell behind.

Silas ran around like a headless hen, waving the fishing net.

For a second, he caught the dog’s eye, and fear slithered through him. Was it a dog?

He didn’t have time to hesitate. Sam would be breakfast if he didn’t get his shit together.

The next time Sam made a quick turn, Silas intercepted the dog, swung the fishing net, and managed to catch the dog’s head inside of it.

There was a snarl, and then Silas was pulled forward, but he yanked back, pleased to see Sam dash toward the tree line.

The dog growled and thrashed, but Silas held on. Whenever the dog tried to back out of the net, Silas backed too. Little by little, they were getting closer to the patio and farther away from Sam.

Silas hoped they had a bolt hole somewhere nearby. Did domestic bunnies build tunnels? Would he have to have an area where Sam could do that?

The dog stopped trying to chase after Sam but let out a menacing growl aimed at Silas.

Eeep! He didn’t look like a friendly doggie.

“Easy.” Silas was about to raise his palm in a calming gesture, but realized it would mean letting go of the net. Damn, how would he release this dog without it attacking him?

“You can’t eat Sam. If you’re hungry, I can give you something, but Sam is off limits. Do you understand?”

Golden yellow eyes met his through the net. The growling stopped, and a chill danced down Silas’ spine. There was awareness in those eyes.

“Are you hungry?” His voice quivered a little, and when the dog nodded, Silas gulped. Dogs shouldn’t nod, should they? It was not a trick commonly taught, was it? Not in response to a question, at least.

He slid his gaze over the gray, brown, and black fur and gulped. Wolf? Fear filled him. Had he caught a wolf in a fishing net?

There was no collar, and he didn’t think he was looking at a German Shepherd or Siberian Husky.

Silas looked around, but he couldn’t spot Sam anywhere. “Okay, I’ll remove the net, but you are not to follow Sam, do you hear?”

The dog nodded again. Could he be dreaming? Maybe he never got out of bed? Maybe this wasn’t real?

He removed the net from the dog’s face and took a quick step back. Damn. It was time to wake up now if this was a dream.

Slowly, he took a step in the direction of the porch, and when the dog followed, Silas forced himself to breathe. He took another step, as did the dog.

What kind of food could he give to a dog? Did they eat eggs and bacon? Bacon for sure, right? But maybe it wasn’t healthy for a dog to have something with a lot of salt.

He hurried toward the porch, and the dog kept pace with him. Blowing out a breath, he glanced at him. “All right. Eggs and bacon?”

The dog nodded again.

Silas stepped up on the porch and in through the still open door. There was spilled coffee on the floor, but the cup was intact—small favors. He sighed and went to get a cloth.

The clickety-click of dog claws against the hardwood floor sounded. Maybe he could bring the dog with him once he’d caught Sam and go to the vet. He’d need help to cut the claws. He didn’t think he’d dare try it on his own.

He grabbed the washcloth in the kitchen and went back to wipe up the coffee. Luckily, he’d drunk most of it before the fishing-net adventure.

Once done, he went to the sink to rinse the cloth, took a deep breath, and spoke. “So… you want some bacon?”

“Yes, please.”

Silas shrieked and whirled around. There in his kitchen was a naked man.

250 Days – My Favorite MM Romances

We’re 250 days into this year, and I’ve read 115 books so far. It’s less than I normally read, but it is what it is. These last fifty days, I’ve read a few MF stories, a few non-romance stories, and I’ve reread a few of my own stories to see if a sequel is in order.   

Of the MM books I’ve read, these were my favorites: 

The Reanimator’s Heart by Kara Jorgensen 

I have a sweet spot for necromancers. 

A reluctant necromancer, a man killed before his time, and the crime that brings them together.
Felipe Galvan’s life as an investigator for the Paranormal Society has been spent running into danger. Returning home from his latest case, Felipe struggles with the sudden quiet of his life until a mysterious death puts him in the path of the enigmatic Oliver Barlow.

Oliver has two secrets. One, he has been in love with the charming Felipe Galvan for years. Two, he is a necromancer, but to keep the sensible life he’s built as a medical examiner, he must hide his powers. That is until Oliver finds Felipe murdered and accidentally brings him back from the dead.

But Felipe refuses to die again until he and Oliver catch his killer. Together, Felipe and Oliver embark on an investigation to uncover a plot centuries in the making. As they close in on his killer, one thing is certain: if they don’t stop them, Felipe won’t be the last to die.

Beautiful Beasts by Eliot Grayson 

I’ve thoroughly enjoyed Eliot Grayson’s Mismatched Mates series, so I decided to give this a try. Do you like dragons? Give it a go! 

Most people run away from ferocious beasts, not headlong into their beds…

Threatened with an arranged marriage to a cruel lord who despises him, Aster claims the protection of the one man no one will dare to challenge: Sir Corin, disgraced dragon knight…and the man Aster’s sister betrayed so publicly that he fled the court for a gloomy, isolated mountain hideaway.

But Aster didn’t plan to be stranded there with one bed between them—or to give in to years of longing and beg for the monster’s forbidden touch.

Corin’s no one’s hero, not anymore—especially Aster’s. But when a royal decree makes Aster the prize for any predatory knight who can defeat him in single combat, Corin can’t seem to let him go, even though he knows the price for keeping Aster forever is more than he’s willing to pay…

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The beast doesn’t ever really get a fairytale ending…does he?

Deven’s mission is clear. All he has to do is convince the dragon to give up one of his magical scales. Lies, deception, seduction—nothing is off-limits. It should be easy. But it isn’t. Especially not when said dragon is so alluring in human form. It’s not long before Deven starts to want something way more valuable than a scale from his beautiful beast. But how do you convince a dragon to give you his heart when your entire relationship was built on deceit?

Fiora is cursed. Love can kill him. Literally kill him. So keeping his mind (and hands) off the devilishly handsome Deven shouldn’t be a challenge. But it is. Deven’s entirely too warm, too attractive, too…everything to resist. And spending time with the lovable human makes Fiora question what’s more frightening—the curse, or the possibility of a life without Deven by his side.

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The Last Omega in the Galaxy by Lilo Quie 

I normally don’t read omega stories, or it happens, but I don’t normally read Mpreg unless it happens by mistake. I was in the mood for aliens, and I saw this recommended. I enjoyed it and might continue the series. 

N01-5-2, Vil, has lived four-hundred years as a second class citizen, a reptilian hybreed created from creatures from the stars who left as mysteriously as they came. Worshiped like gods, the ancient progenitors advanced humanity with gene therapy, which became their downfall, as the very DNA they relied on poisoned them. Relegated to traveling the galaxy with his ragtag reptilian crew, they set course to an abandoned military base on an old asteroid and find something the progenitors shouldn’t have left behind frozen in wait.

N03-1, Noel, sits in wait for his rescuer. Every day he puts out a single SOS call, his cryogenic stasis limited on how much his brain can process. Dimly aware of the passage of time, he sits in contemplation of his family that left him behind, the government that controlled him, and the legacy of pain and death that remains. Every day, he says the same thing. “Today will be different.” When a hybreed soldier peers at him through the frosted glass of his stasis chamber, he knows it’ll be different this time.

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Zero Pucks by E.M. Lindsey 

I don’t read a lot of sports romances either, but this was another book I saw recommended, so I gave it a go. I do not regret it! 

Sometimes what happens in Vegas shows up at your door two weeks later to tell you that he’s the guy you married while you were blackout drunk.

Tucker:

Waking up alone in a strange hotel room, missing my prosthetic legs, and no memory of what happened the night before is not how I wanted to spend my estranged twin’s bachelor party trip.

Yet there I was, legless and zero idea how I got there. Or who I spent the night with. Which is…not great.

Though I suppose that trauma lies somewhere between losing my legs in a car accident which killed my career in the NHL, and my brother running off with my fiancée.

So, in the grand scheme of things, not the worst weekend I’ve had.

But while I’m no longer a bitter, angry man, I’m also maybe—kind of, sort of—not the most well-adjusted person on the planet. And that shows when an adorable, dimpled, wild-haired man shows up at my door to tell me that the hazy night in Vegas had a very specific ending:

At some point, after several chocolate cake shots and trauma dumping, Amedeo and I found Elvis and got married.

The easy thing to do would be to make sure the marriage isn’t valid. But when have I ever made anything in my life easy? Especially since the incentive is getting to keep this man in my orbit.

We might have had the weirdest beginning of any married couple, but now I’m feeling strangely determined to give us both the happily ever after we deserve.

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Folk by Lily Mayne 

This has been a fifty-day period of tropes I don’t normally read. You won’t see me read a lot of fae stories. There are some I really like, but while I’ll pick up a shifter or vampire book without blinking, fae makes me hesitate. I read the first two back-to-back, and I really enjoyed them. 

I first saw the Folk when I was a little boy. When they started appearing in my garden, with their unnatural, cruel beauty and honeyed words and veiled taunts. I grew up with big green eyes watching me from the forest. Whispers from the trees. Shimmering skin darting between the bushes. Black creatures always lurking in the shadows.

While they were here, I thought nothing of them. It wasn’t until they were gone that I realise it wasn’t… normal.

But it isn’t until I’m twenty-one, when my life is in ruins, that they come back to take me away.

They say I’m not fully mortal. They say I should be among them. The Unseelie Ruler wants me on her land for reasons no one will explain to me, but it’s her aloof, painfully beautiful son who captures my attention and refuses to let go.

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My mortal skin is gone.

I’m one of them. One of the Folk. And all I feel is anger.

I’m going to kill the Carlin and her sons for everything they did to me. It’s all I care about.

But first, I have to navigate this new world. My new skin. My new brother. And, when I fall into her clutches, my fae mother—the Brid. The Seelie Queen.

I don’t like what I’m becoming, but I can’t stop it. Something’s wrong with me. Something’s missing. There’s a hollow ache in my chest and I can’t fill it, no matter what I do. It’s like I’ve forgotten something vital from my time on unseelie land.

Why do I feel so incomplete? Why do I have an oath etched onto my skin, one I don’t remember making? Why is there a tiny black feather nestled in my throat that I can’t bring myself to take off?

Why do I feel so much longing every time I see a beautiful black-haired, black-eyed unseelie fae, even though I don’t remember him at all?

My life has become yet another game of cat and mouse, but this time it’s not just the Carlin and her sons trying to get me. New threats lurk, and I have to force myself into this new fae skin to be able to fight them.

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Hold Me Under by Riley Nash 

This has been on my TBR for a long time, but I’ve always scrolled past it, thinking I’ll get to it later. I was in the mood for some hurt-comfort, so I read it. It was… a lot. Good though. 

Love is cheap. Love is cruel. Love can’t save us.

Victor Lang had everything—looks, money, fame. A chance to become the greatest swimmer in history. Until a failed dope test brought him crashing down.
According to the rumors, he turned into a recluse, a drug addict, a whore. Broken beyond repair. Incapable of love.
And for some reason, he’s set his sights on me.
A freak accident in his pool throws me into a world of wealth and status and people who are willing to do anything to get what they want. Before I know it, I’m being paid to fly to Italy and pose as his boyfriend. Trapped at his side, I learn what it means to truly hate someone.
Turns out, that’s exactly what he wants.
I can’t save him, and I can’t love him. But as things fall apart and I discover the truths he’s hiding, I learn that hate can be greater than love—an obsession, a prayer, dark days and darker nights, a need to be the only one who hurts him. Hate can heal the worst wounds love leaves behind.
But I have problems of my own, a broken spirit and loved ones to protect. And I’m scared to face the things he’s waking up inside of me.

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Accidental Love by Saxon James 

I read The Husband Hoax because I saw someone posting about it and thought it sounded fun. Then a few weeks later, I saw someone ask for recommendations where someone got caught cheating and the ‘victim’ got together with the affair partner. Someone recced The Revenge Agenda, and it wasn’t until I was a few chapters in and the naked roommate showed up, I realized it was in the same series LOL. 

Christian

Being invited to my cousin’s wedding really shouldn’t be a big deal except, oh yeah, I haven’t seen my family for a decade.
My parents turned their backs on me and I’ve done everything since to become successful and show them what they lost. Only, it’s kinda hard to be a success when you’re a walking trainwreck.
So I’m going to fake it. Hire a guy with an online presence so impressive they’ll be desperate to welcome me back into the elitist fold, and roll into the wedding with the kind of confidence I’ve never felt a day in my life.
The plan’s a knockout.
Until my fake date cancels minutes before the ceremony.

Émile

One letter from my dearly departed grandfather, and suddenly I’m on a husband hunt.
He’s reworked his entire will so I’m set to inherit far more than I’m entitled to, and all because he’s asked me to use that money for “good.”
In order to get that inheritance, though, there’s one stipulation: marriage.
Even with his request, I’m tempted to stick to my original plan of getting as far from my wretched family as possible, and letting them fight it out.
But then I run into a tall drink of scattered mess outside of a wedding who’s in desperate need of a date, and the pieces click into place.
I help him, he helps me.
Marriage, money, then go our separate ways.
Easy.
Now all I have to do is stop myself from actually falling for the guy.

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Rush

When I show up to surprise my boyfriend in a barely-there festive outfit, I’m expecting him to be alone.

Not hosting family.

His fiancé’s family.

Down one boyfriend and up a lot of embarrassment, I flee with my tail between my legs. The broken heart will fade. My humiliation, not so much, but my saving grace is the fact that I never have to see either of them ever, ever again.

Until I walk into work and come face to face with my new boss.

 

Hunter

I never, in a million years, would have guessed the man hiding under his desk at work would be the one person I hoped to never see again.

My ex-fiancé’s side piece.

Apparently I can’t fire the guy because of personal issues, so I try to play nice, which is a whole lot harder to do when I find out my ex is still texting Rush. The same ex I haven’t heard from since I walked out on his begging.

Rush tells me he didn’t know about me. He tells me there were others. He also tells me our ex still wants him and so, we come up with a plan. To show him what it feels like when you want someone who doesn’t want you back.

All we need is a camera. His number. And one shared kiss.

Revenge has never been sweeter.

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On the Land, We Shoot Straight by Sasha Avice 

So… I liked this, but there is cheating, and also, bisexuality is real. The whole ‘I have sex with both men and women, but the men don’t count, I just use them to get off since I’m not gay’ pissed me off. I did enjoy the rest of it, though. 

“I ain’t no expert on what gets a man spooked.
But I reckon if you ever wanna talk on it, well then…
I reckon I’m all right at listenin’.”

Grady’s been running his ranch and farm just fine on his own since his daddy died. But when young Jesse Cole blows up on his porch, Grady hesitates before sending him on. There’s something in the way Cole turns to leave that makes Grady want to pull him back in.

There are murmurs in town about the kind of boy Cole is. The kinds of things he’s done. But as they work together and then start helping each other out because that’s just what buddies do on the land, Grady begins to feel something he’s never felt before. Something not ‘just buddies’ at all.

As the year rolls on, Grady feels himself drawn deeper into the trauma Cole won’t speak about. He ignores the warnings from his wife in the city and the gossip in town. Cole seems to think this unspeakable thing will define him forever, but the further Grady’s pulled into his orbit, the more willing he is to forfeit everyone else in his life to show him that isn’t true.

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Leave by L.A. Witt 

This is another one that’s been on my TBR for a long time, and since I was still in the mood for some hurt/comfort, I picked it up. I don’t regret it! 

Call it a situationship, call it roommates with benefits—whatever it is, Riley Sweet is mostly fine with the arrangement. After all, he’s got an awesome off-base apartment on Okinawa, and he’s got someone to hook up with on the regular with no pressure and no strings.

The problem is that he’s starting to catch feelings for the hot, aloof Marine who’s apparently interested in very specific types of fun, but nothing else. He won’t even sleep in the same bed as Riley.

Nolan Tyler is carrying a dark secret that’s kept him closed off from everyone for years. Out of shame, fear, and self-preservation, he keeps everyone at arm’s length, including Riley.

When Nolan is asked to be his brother’s best man, there’s no bowing out. Not even when going home means facing everything he enlisted to escape.

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Rent: Paid in Full by Jesse H Reign 

I’ve seen this recommended all over the place but was hesitant to read it. Then I figured maybe it’s one of those I should read for the sake of having read it. I do like it when the asshole character falls in love LOL. 

“You have something I want. Something I’ll happily buy…or rent.”

As if my life doesn’t suck enough already, my insufferable new roommate, Miller MacAvoy, seems determined to make things weird. He watches me all the time, grinning at me like a beautiful idiot, eyes boring holes into me every time I turn my back on him.

It’s the last thing I need. Things haven’t been going well. College isn’t working out at all like I’d hoped. I’m drowning in debt, waiting tables every shift I can get, and falling behind on my studies.

Something’s got to give.

I can’t go on like this much longer.

Miller, being the out-of-touch rich boy he is, keeps offering to throw cash my way. Obviously, I’d rather die than accept charity from him.

Still, he watches and waits. Insisting again and again that I have something he wants to buy. It’s insane. I have nothing of value to sell. Absolutely nothing. My phone screen is cracked and my truck could easily be mistaken for scrap.

Wait.

No!

Surely not.

He can’t possibly be thinking that.

Can he?

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Proof of Life by Raquel Riley 

I don’t know how many times I’ve looked at this cover. Many. So time to read it, right? It was a rough one, but so worth it. 

Love heals even the deepest wounds.

–West

After giving twelve years of my life to the service, I didn’t just lose my leg. I lost everything, including my career. When the dust settled, the only person still standing by my side in the rubble was Brandt —the single lifeline I had left to a world I didn’t want to live in anymore.

With painstaking care, he healed my body and my mind. When he eventually started healing my heart, I realized I didn’t just need him in my life, I needed him in ways I’d never wanted him before.

–Brandt

Watching West struggle every day was tearing me apart. If he could only see what I do, he wouldn’t see flaws and hopelessness. He’d see a courageous, selfless, brilliant leader. A guy with no filter, who always makes me laugh. Someone who never asks questions before offering to bail my ass out of trouble.

He’d see the man I’ve come to love as more than just my best friend.

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Guest Post | Sassy Sunflowers by Holly Day

It’s release day! Sassy Sunflowers, Within the Walls Book 8, is out!  

Drystan has been trying to get out of Oakmouth for years. He didn’t think he’d have to almost die to make it happen. Now, he’s in Myrfolk and is trying to figure out how to start a flower farm. 

Jacon has always had a thing for vampires, so when he’s called in to feed an injured one, he says yes. He believed it would be like feeding a vampire at a nightclub – it was not. Now his worldview is shaken, and he doesn’t know if he ever wants to see Drystan again. 

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Sassy Sunflowers

Jacob has always had a thing for vampires, but he never realized how dangerous they can be.  

When Jacob Litwin is called to the community in Myrfolk to feed an injured vampire, he jumps at the opportunity. It isn’t until it’s too late, he realizes there is a difference between a sexy nibble in a dark corner of a nightclub and being handed over to a severely hurt vampire.  

Drystan Sorge has lost everything – his house, his job, everything. He’s been beaten black and blue and is out of his mind from pain. His friend manages to get him to the community in Myrfolk in the nick of time. They’ve left everything behind apart from a bag of clothes and twelve hundred sunflower seedlings. What had he been thinking? Sunflowers aren’t the solution to his problems.  

The one bright thing in the whole situation is Jacob, the human who agreed to feed him when he first arrived. Too bad Jacob is trying to run away from him. Jacob can’t believe how naive he’s been. He’s always had a thing for vampires, but now his view of them has been shaken. The way Drystan does what he can to take care of him is cute, but he should tell him to stop. Right?

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Chapter 1

May  

Drystan Sorge stared around the unfamiliar kitchen, unsure if he was dreaming or not. He was afraid to move. His ass had gone numb, but he remained seated on the kitchen chair, his hands clasped together on the table to keep from shaking, and he took careful breaths to not expand his ribcage more than necessary. 

The skin on his back was stretching uncomfortably and itching, but he believed he had healed enough. 

Last night, Czar, the leader of the Oakmouth community, had whipped him. In front of everyone. 

The pain had been overwhelming, and he wasn’t sure he dared trust anything that had happened since then. What if he were trapped in a pain-induced hallucination? What if he was still resting on the cold cobblestoned ground of the square? 

He shifted his weight, clamping down on a hiss. 

He needed to change clothes. His shirt was soaked with blood and sweat, and he could smell the stink coming off him. Pain. Adrenaline. Fear. But he couldn’t make himself move. 

Looking around, he tried to clear his mind. Daylight was streaming in from the windows, and there were people. Jinx and Leonard he knew from before, but the lithe dark-haired man who kept on talking wasn’t anyone he’d recognized. 

He’d seen Gertrude before. She’d come to the community once while Jinx still lived there. He hadn’t spoken to her, but he’d never forget what she looked like. 

They talked and talked, but he couldn’t make sense of what they were saying. Jinx had placed a cup of coffee in front of him, and he reached for it and sipped in an attempt to get his brain to switch on. It was cold. 

If this wasn’t a dream, he should pay attention to what the people around him were saying. 

“When you get a text saying it’s crate day, you take this crate—” The dark-haired man tapped the corner of a wooden crate he’d placed in front of Drystan. “—and show up at the house. You hand the empty crate to the person behind the counter, most often me, but sometimes Noah is there, or it’s happened Jasper has been, Chaton is there on occasion. In exchange for the empty crate, you’ll get one with some veggies in.” He paused and looked between Leonard and Drystan. “Questions?” 

Drystan blinked, looked at the crate, then at the man. What was he talking about? Leonard said something, but Drystan couldn’t think past the roar in his ears. 

“Good. Drystan, questions?” 

Question about what? What had he said? “Eh… veggies?” 

“Yes, did you see the garden next door?” 

Garden? He remembered Leonard more or less dragging him past some houses, but he’d been too focused on breathing through the pain to look around. He shook his head. “No, sorry, I was a bit… out of it.” 

The dark-haired man winced. “Okay. Next door is a big garden. We have two magic users in the community with plant-related affinities, so we grow a lot of food. The produce is divided into the now one hundred and two crates, and everyone gets one.” 

Drystan studied his mouth to make sure he didn’t miss any words. Magic users who grew veggies. He wanted to nod but was afraid doing so would stretch the skin on his back. Did he mean Drystan could get veggies from the magic users? 

“What’s the cost?” 

The man shook his head. “No, every member of the community gets one.” 

Everyone gets one? One what? 

Gertrude took a step forward. “You’re both now residents of the Myrfolk community, which means you get a crate.” She waved at Leonard, who was hovering in the doorway to the kitchen. Drystan calmed a fraction at the sight of him. He wasn’t alone in this fever dream or hallucination or whatever. Leonard was here. He trusted Leonard. 

Gertrude continued. “You will also have guard duty twice a week, working the walls, The Lighthouse, or The Garage.” 

He tried to make sense of her words. He was familiar with guard duty, but did she mean he’d guard the Myrfolk community? She couldn’t mean Oakmouth, could she? 

“Drystan, you’re excused this week since you’re still recovering, but Leonard—” Leonard nodded when Gertrude focused on him. “Asher can show you where the schedule is. I don’t think Lynx knows.” 

Asher? 

“Sure thing.” The dark-haired man grinned. Ah, Asher. Drystan winced. He had introduced himself before, but Drystan forgot. Shit, did he have a brain injury? There were many gaps in his memory from the night before. Maybe he’d hit his head. 

When Gertrude spoke again, he jerked in his seat, then forced his lips shut not to allow a hiss to slip out. “The community pays for everything apart from your food, clothes, and entertainment. In return, Leonard will give half of his honey to Chaton, so it’ll end up in the crates once you have one hundred and two jars, and once your flower farm is up and running, Drystan, you’ll give the community fifty percent of what you make. It’ll go toward the electricity bill.” She grimaced. 

Drystan gave her a careful nod. He couldn’t make sense of half of what she was saying, but he didn’t want to question the community leader. He’d learned his lesson when it came to community leaders. 

When she looked at him expectantly, he forced himself to speak. “Fifty percent?” 

Fifty percent of what? Icy cold swept through him. Did she mean she wanted fifty percent of what he owned? Maybe it was what everyone paid to become a member of the Myrfolk community. “What’s the tithe?” 

How would he pay tithe? He had nothing. How much was it? In Oakmouth, the tithe wasn’t ten percent of what you made. Czar had settled on a sum he deemed good, and it was what everyone had to pay. 

“No tithe. You use your fifty percent to buy food, clothes, and so on.” She sighed. “And I’ll pay for your seeds since I pay for the seeds for the garden next door.” 

Drystan blinked a few times, gave another hesitant nod, then looked around. Nothing made sense. Could he run? He didn’t want to get trapped the way he had in Oakmouth. Maybe it was better to leave. Except, he wasn’t strong enough to leave right now. He needed to recuperate, and Leonard and Jinx were both here. They wouldn’t have stayed if it was bad, would they? 

He glanced at Jinx. He hadn’t seen him in a long time, but he looked good. Carefree. Healthy. He focused on Gertrude again. “But… how much is the house?” 

She gave him a soft smile. “Nothing. You have no expenses other than your personal ones. The community pays for the rest.” 

Was he dreaming? “So I give you fifty percent of what I make, but don’t pay for anything else?” 

It couldn’t be right. He didn’t have an income unless he went back to Oakmouth and did his job, and he wouldn’t. Czar would kill him. 

“Your food, clothes, Netflix, and so on.” 

She had to be lying. He’d ask Jinx later. “Okay.” 

“You’ll understand soon enough.” Asher crossed his arms over his chest. “I hope the garden is big enough.” 

Drystan stretched to look out the window. He couldn’t see much, and he wasn’t sure what they wanted him to do with the garden. “I… eh… will do the best I can.” 

“May I suggest spreading tarps as Leonard did instead of asking us to roll off the lawn?” Asher bumped Gertrude with his elbow. “Remember when Rue asked us to roll off the lawn?” 

Drystan glanced at Leonard. What the hell was he talking about? 

Gertrude sighed loudly. “Yes, Asher, I remember. Hard to forget.” 

Asher made wide eyes and met their eyes one at a time in a dramatic fashion. “We found a head, and then Gertrude was sent to prison. Good times.” 

What? 

“So go with tarp.” Asher nodded enthusiastically. 

Leonard met his gaze, confusion written all over his face. Good, so it wasn’t only Drystan then. 

“It takes about four weeks with tarps. I don’t know how much time we have before we need to transplant the seedlings.” 

The seedlings? His seedlings? Exhaustion tugged at him. He’d been so naive to think flowers would help anything. 

“Eh…” He rubbed his forehead in an attempt to clear his thoughts. “I don’t know.” Where were his seedlings? Were they in his car? They’d come here in his car, right? A foggy memory of having been slumped over the passenger backrest with his nose near a tray of seedlings took form in his mind. 

Asher shrugged. “We can deal with it tomorrow. Oh, and one more thing. If you get a jar in the crate, you wash it and then hand it back when you’ve eaten the contents. We try to reuse as many jars as possible.” 

Drystan nodded since it looked like Asher expected him to. Jars? Hopefully, it would all make sense later. 

“Great! Shall we have a look at the guard schedule then?” Asher focused on Leonard. 

“Sure, let me…” Leonard gestured at the ceiling, but before he could do anything, the dark-haired man he’d arrived with neared the kitchen. 

“How is he?” Leonard smiled at him in a way Drystan had never seen him do before. 

“He’ll live. He’s on his way down. Someone had called from work, so he needs to go somewhere.” 

Memories bombarded Drystan of the man he’d fed from. Jacob. He was almost sure his name was Jacob. 

He’d taken a lot. Fuck, had he hurt him? He hadn’t meant to. Jinx and another man had been there, and they’d told him time and time again to let go. Once he had, Jacob had wanted to leave, but it wouldn’t have been safe. Drystan had enough sense to insist he rested before he went anywhere. 

He shouldn’t be up and about. He had to eat, to rest, to… Fuck, how much blood had Drystan taken? He remembered exchanging a few words with him before the bite, but then blood lust had taken over. 

“Isn’t he better off staying?” He gave Leonard a pleading look. Someone had to make sure he was okay. He could understand if Jacob didn’t want it to be Drystan after last night, but someone should sit with him, feed him, and make sure he rested. 

Leonard’s man shrugged. “He said he was fine.” 

Drystan’s lips flattened. He wasn’t fine. Drystan might not remember exactly how it all had gone down, but he would bet Jacob wasn’t fine. Fuck. It made him wince. He had to make it up to him somehow. “I think it’s better he rests.” 

There were steps on the stairs, then a pale Jacob in a wrinkled suit came into view. Leonard’s man smiled. “Drystan thinks you should rest more.” 

Jacob gave the room a barely-there smile but avoided looking at Drystan. It made him want to hiss. 

“No can do. Duty calls.” 

Drystan dragged himself to his feet. This time, the hiss wouldn’t be stopped. His entire body cramped, and his head swam. “Jacob.” He took a careful step forward, and Leonard stepped out of his way so he could see Jacob better. 

“I’m fine. Good luck with… everything.” He gestured nervously, still not meeting Drystan’s gaze, then he wrinkled his nose. “I have to run, sorry.” He more or less ran toward the door. “Bye.” 

The sound of the door closing echoed in the house. 

Drystan groaned. “Fuck.” Someone had to make sure he was okay. He looked at Leonard. “Can I have his number?” 

Leonard nodded. “I’ll text it to you.” Then he turned to his… boyfriend? “Asher will take me to see the guard schedule, then we should grab the stuff from Drystan’s car.” 

His car. How far was it? He wanted to change clothes. 

“I’ll call a meeting tonight to explain the situation to everyone.” Gertrude looked at them one at a time. Did she mean he should attend the meeting? 

“How likely is it Czar will send someone after the two of you?” She gestured between Leonard and him. 

Leonard shrugged. “I’m not important. I don’t work for the company, and I don’t have a position in the community.” 

Drystan fumbled to reach the closest chair. He needed to sit. “I did deliveries, but anyone can do that. It’s nothing important.” Would Czar care he’d left? He didn’t think so. He’d have whipped him to death in the square if he’d felt like it. People died left and right around Czar. 

Jinx cleared his throat. “I don’t think there will be a problem, but if he learns we’re all here, he might react badly.” 

Drystan glanced at Jinx. He’d know. He’d been close to Czar once. It had shocked him greatly when Jinx had left, but once he had a moment to think about it, it wasn’t shocking at all. If he could have done anything to save his children, he would have, and it was what Jinx had done. 

There was something different about Ximena, and Czar didn’t allow anyone to be different. Jinx had done what he could to keep his daughter safe, and Drystan respected him for it. 

It made him look at Gertrude again. She’d given Jinx and Ximena sanctuary. 

Gertrude nodded at Jinx’s words. “Let’s try not to draw any attention to ourselves then.” 

There were a few nods around the room as if they’d agreed on something. Drystan wasn’t sure what, but maybe he’d missed an earlier discussion. 

“Let’s go.” Asher headed for the door. 

Leonard, his boyfriend, and Asher left, which left him alone with Jinx and Gertrude. 

Gertrude pulled out the chair next to him. “How are you feeling?” 

He shook his head, then cleared his throat. “I’m a little fuzzy on the details.” 

She nodded, a grim look taking over her face. “Stay here for a few days. I’ll inform everyone tonight about what happened, though I suspect rumors have already traveled around the community.” 

For a few days? Where was he to go after? “Eh… where am I to go after a few days?” 

She looked surprised, then she huffed a laugh. “No, dear. I only meant you should rest for a few days. You don’t need to attend the meeting, and you don’t have guard duty. I’ll make sure there is some food, though I think Lynx said he’d left some for you.” 

Lynx. He berated himself for not remembering the name. Leonard had spoken to him in the car. 

Was this real? Maybe he was dreaming? 

He looked around the kitchen again. It was a good-sized one. He hadn’t left it, but he’d looked out through the doorway, into the hallway, and across it into what he assumed was a living room. Big and airy. 

“Do you have a credit card?” Gertrude’s voice was soft, as if she could read the inner turmoil in him. 

“Yes. I think both my phone and my wallet are in the car.” 

“Good. Jinx can show you how to order groceries, and in a day or two, when you’re up for a walk, he can show you where they are delivered, so you know where to go.” 

Drystan nodded. 

Gertrude patted his hand. “I’ll leave you to get settled, but I’ll be back tomorrow to check on you, okay? We’ll deal with guard duty when you’re back to normal.” 

“Thank you.” His voice shook, and part of him was embarrassed by it, but no one had done anything for him in many, many years, and if this was real, and she’d opened the gate of the community for him, he’d be forever grateful. 

* * * * 

Jacob Litwin drove a little too fast toward his house. His hands shook, and his breaths came too rapidly. How could he have been so naive? He’d believed he liked vampires biting him. Had sought it out. Had gone to vampire bars. Had been convinced he needed it so much he’d endured being the pathetic man in his mid-forties nursing a drink in a dark corner while watching young people dance—only he’d watched the vampires, not the young people on the dance floor. 

When Jasper had called him and asked if he would be willing to feed an injured vampire, he hadn’t hesitated. He’d been happy. 

Fucking happy. 

So ridiculous. 

He’d hurried over to the community, thrilled at the prospect of being allowed in there again. He imagined life within the walls like a rose-tinted dream. A place where people accepted each other, where they all worked for the greater good, where greed didn’t exist, where people took care of each other. A different world right in the middle of the one he was living in. Shifters, magic users, and vampires living together, building something beautiful. So many interesting lives. Living, breathing beings who’ve seen the world, who’d lived through good and bad times. So much knowledge. 

He gripped the steering wheel tighter and blew out a breath. 

Ever since he first crossed the threshold to The Virgin Drop, the vampire bar in town, several years ago, he believed he’d found his place. He might be old and pathetic, the crow’s feet around his eyes deepening every year, and if he allowed his beard to grow out, there were gray strands, but the vampires… Beautiful beings, strong and fascinating. They’d seen him. 

They might not have talked much to him, and none of them had asked for his phone number, but if he had a beer by the bar, they’d chatted with him. And the first time one of them had hinted at wanting to bite him, his mind had been blown. 

So fucking hot. 

He’d loved it. 

Until yesterday. 

Now he knew why there were people who wanted the supernaturals gone. 

He’d gone to the community thinking he’d meet a new vampire, one who needed him. As fucked up as it was, he got off on knowing someone was feeding from him, that his blood sustained them, that he was important to their well-being. 

But a little nibble in a dark corner with a vampire he trusted was nothing like being held in a vice and brutally drained. 

He didn’t really think it lived up to the criteria of being brutally drained—for one, he hadn’t been drained, and he wasn’t bleeding anywhere other than where the fangs had sliced his skin—but it hadn’t been pleasant. 

A shudder traveled through him. 

Before, he’d gotten off on the knowledge he was with someone much stronger than him, but it was different when they demonstrated it. 

Jacob had wanted to get away, and there was no way he could. 

Drystan had held him as if he didn’t realize he was struggling. When Jacob pushed and shoved, he’d only tightened his hold. His mouth had never left his neck. 

It made him realize exactly how much of a fool he was. He’d been playing with fire for years. Had gone to a bar, ordered a few drinks, and then he’d allowed a stranger to eat him. 

Gilbert had always been gentle with him. The strength had been there. He was big and rugged, and he had easily pressed Jacob against a wall and taken what he needed. 

Except, if yesterday was anything to go by, Gilbert never had. He’d been careful, had given Jacob what he believed Jacob wanted in exchange for a meal. 

It embarrassed him to remember. He’d believed Gilbert had… not lost control with him exactly, but let loose a little. It was clear now he hadn’t. 

He’d always known Gilbert didn’t want him for anything more than his blood, and he’d accepted it. He might have dreamed at times, and his body might have tingled when he’d seen him, but part of him had always known there never would be anything deeper between them. 

It was fine, he’d accepted it, and he was glad for the outlet Gilbert had given him. He’d lived out his fantasies. 

Fuck, he was stupid. 

Flicking the indicator, he turned toward his house. He’d call in sick today. His legs were wobbly, he was shaking, and he didn’t think he’d be able to think. 

When Lynx had come to check on him, he’d panicked. He hadn’t been able to sleep all night, afraid Drystan would come feed from him again, so when Lynx had arrived, he’d said he had a call from work and had to go, thinking Lynx would help him get out of there. 

He wasn’t sure anyone had believed he was fine, but he’d kept it together until he’d reached his car. 

He parked outside his small one-story house. The grass was turning yellow from lack of rain, and he had yet to weed this year. Inside, he had pots with mixed-color dahlias meant to go in at the front of the house. Jessica, his sister, gave him a few plants every year. He never dug up the tubers in the fall, so she gave him new ones. 

They should be past their last frost, so he should harden them off and get them in the ground. 

Not today. 

A sigh left him as he watched a bumblebee flutter past the windshield. 

Walking inside was a herculean task, but he made it. He dropped his keys in the small bowl on the console table in the hallway and palmed his pocket for his phone while he staggered to his bedroom. 

He called work, lied about a fever, and said he’d work from home for the coming couple of days. Zora, his boss, didn’t ask any questions. He got free rein for the most part, so he hadn’t anticipated any problems, and he never got sick, so he didn’t think she’d suspect he was lying. 

Melting onto the bed, he undressed without getting up. He winced as he took in the bruises on his arms. 

Lynx had told him not to struggle, but when panic set in, he hadn’t been able to stop himself. 

He groaned, and the sound echoed in the empty house.